Friday, March 9, 2012 @ 11:11 AM
I am so disappointed that ppl dun undertsand me even though we are friends for few years! While,maybe its just my fault. Its my fault to have so much confident in them. Or maybe i am just expecting too much from them. I should have expect the minimum from people now on,i guess! Coz no use when you expect so much but none of them knows it! They only know it when you really tell them how you feel. I realise no one actually know what i am thinking/whats is wrong wif me. Thats you guys will think i m a hot tempered person. But actually,i chose not to tell you guys what i am going thru! Everytime you will see me with a smile! While,i am nt that strong or happy that you guys knw. Though i joke around,laughing like hell but I chose to hide my sadness bcoz i have too much problems to share till i scared you guys will think its too much to handle! A smile doesnt mean i am really happy. Is nt the first time i know about it. If 1st time,i will choose not to care. but its like 3rd/4th time already! It hurts when i know! I don't say anything doesn't mean i don't know anything! I know everything! You guys keep doing over and over agn! Does you all care how i feel? I bet you don't! You guys can happily enjoy the planning while left me alone. When we mit up,i dun even understand what you all talking. You knw how leftout i am?
Lesson i learnt: Never expect so much frm a person.
Monday, March 5, 2012 @ 1:02 PM
Hi people! how are you guys!!! while i am busy studying...and no time to care about this blog! Alrite,let me say about today's paper! There is only one word to describe today's paper! and the word is AWESOME!
yeah simply awesome! 1stly,its easy than wat i expected! 2ndly, complain letter comes out! WHOOTS! shall end it here! hope everyone is doing fine and i will update this blog real soon!
Sunday, February 19, 2012 @ 11:56 PM
Compare this two pics
Lots of difference right?
Make up is just a cover of those flaws at your face. Just like a smile to cover up all your sadness.
People put make up is to make them look prettier. Just like people put a smile is not to let the people around them worry.
While,its just another random post!
Don't see a person always puts a smile at his/her face means he/she is okay. Such person will do that because they don't wanna let people around them to worry. They promise to always light up other people's life. Unfortunately,there is no one to light up theirs. Sound pathetic right? But,this world is just so cruel. Or should i say is just too realistic! Human Being are just so selfish that sometimes they tend to neglect other people's feelings. They only care for their own. Human Beings tend to be forgetful. They tend to forget who are the one lights up their life and worry for them.
Just do a comparison between a smile on a kid and an adult.
Kids are simply so innocence! They can smile so naturally and happily without any problems. Unlike an adult,through their smile,u can know is a fake or real smile. Most of the time are fake. They thought they can manage to escape from the problem but in the end,fail! They manage to tell other to stay as happy! But they cant tell it to them self. They tend to be as strong as possible. But no matter how strong the person is,they will still have their weakest point.
No one is perfect in this world. There are many types of personality that you can explore in this world. Regardless,heartless,kind,caring,helpful,evil,cruel and many more! But what to do? You just gotta live on and move on. Believe me or not, in order to stay strong, you can't count on anyone but yourself. If you, yourself cant do anything then there is no other way to get back your smile either.
People always says to a kid that Stand up yourself whenever you fell.
This apply to it too. In order to get back the smile, you just got to count on yourself and get it. Cause no matter how many people ask you to be happy,u will just always giving them the fake smile. In that case, When will you really get up with a smile? No, you will never!
In conclusion, you can fall as many times as you can, but whether to stand up by yourself, it just got to depend only you.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012 @ 11:11 PM
Hey hello people! Its the start of feb! and is already not my day! haiz...shall not elaborate mre!! let me share with you guys how i spend my last day of jan!
Celebrate my dear dear ah yi cum best friend cum best companion, LIM HUI LUAN's birthday!
While it was quite successful expect for the playing game part. One of the game,i asked her to say each of us's good points. and yeah,she said mine>>she is always so panic when i am sad...she even buy smt that is pink colour to cheer me up! but one thing is that i cannot tolerate her Missy temper at times!
While this is what i want to say to you:
I know you cant tolerate it. But it is so hard to change...i promise you that i will change...gimme time....i am changing..Coz, sometimes is not that i wanna flare up...is just that i have been tolerate for so long and i find no reason to hide my temper. so yeah, forgive me if i show my Missy temper agn! Not every of my problems i wan to share with you is because i don't wanna you to worry for me and too rely on you! I want to be independent! and not just depend on you! But anw tnx for letting me know. I will try my very best to change=)
Saturday, January 21, 2012 @ 7:28 PM
Hey people!! Its the year of dragon! so let me just wish you all an advance CNY!! Tmr is the eve of cny and i am off to Tanjung Pinang!! woohoo~! so ppl dun miss me yeah! but anw,during this cny,though u guys will be eating alot of heaty stuff but pls pls pls rmb to drink LOTS of water kays! while is just a short post before headng to indonesia tmr morning! so yeah,people pls dun miss me too much kays! if you guys miss me just drop by my blog or facebook to look at my photos!! haha ok,i am just thinking too much here! who on earth will miss me leh when you guys are enjoying your cny! hahaha....lastly,hope you guys will get lots of Ang Bao!!=D
Saturday, January 14, 2012 @ 9:44 PM
Today i feel like posting about myself=)
Whats the difference on the way i treat ppl?
People that I dun like------I will still give you the basic respect! but is just that dun expect me to give you all my best! Example: if you need my help,i might or might not help..depends....but most slightly i wun eh.but if i really help,i will help for just that limit and not to the extend that i will help all the way! Other than that, i will nt give you my best attitude! so yeah..just forgive me huh....coz this is who m i! and this is my character. And to people that i dun like i will seldom talk to them unless they talk to me or thr is smt that i really gotta tok to them. if not i won't even bother to talk to them! So you might think that i have an attitude problem! but actually this is how i treat ppl that i dun like only. Don't ask me why i dun like because sometimes i dun even know the reason why i dun like....i just seriously dun like it...Next, whenever thr is a conversation going on,and we just naturally talk abt the person that i dun like,i will just either hmm....ya....ok or mayb a mm...so overall,i can be very quiet when it comes to people i dun like.
Now,let me say abt how i treat people that i like.
>>> Its totally different from the way i treat people that i dun like.
I can help them to the extent of going for the extra mile! I will always say yes to them unless i really have other even more important stuff. I will tend to tok to them and joke with them! And after i have vent my anger on them,i will at least say a sry to them.
In another words,i can treat you super good and just that bad!
So pls treasure it when i still treat you good! If not,please dun regret it!
Friday, January 6, 2012 @ 11:05 AM
Hey,how everyone? haha since after i have my new phone,i kinda neglect my blog huh....while shall update some stuff abt yesterday!!!
yesterday went for BL session....was quite tiring though but still manage to took some picstures...let the pic do some talking...
after that went to xy hse and get change,after that heading to nex for dinner and catch a movie with my awesome gfs! yeah...as i am too lazy to elaborate i shall use photos to do some talking..
and these is hw i end my thursday!!=D
