Wednesday, July 20, 2011 @ 1:13 PM
Today is not good at all....
suddenlly i feel that last time the quiet me is back....
while...is totally no good kays! coz once i am quiet,i can be as quiet as possible but is just tat nt many people c before and i believe those hu c b4 will really thinks that i am quiet and scary...coz i will tend to keep everything to myself and not willing to share with others! last time i used to think that when i see my friends happy,i will be happy too. But i realise i am wrong! coz when they are happy,you dun even know what they are happy about and instead u might be left out and be alone again.
And of coz,being alone is my most fear!
I hate being alone! but what to do? sum times is just god playing prank on you and you are just alone!
Being alone is gd and bad..
GOOD because you can do whatever you want and thr is fun being alone.
BAD because you might have all the negative thoughts.
So sumtimes...
I will rather go back to my childhood and gain my back my happy character...just like those kids
Kids are always happy!
Hw i wish i can be the same as them!
dun nid to worry abt this and that to ruin their mood!
Kids can cry whenever they want..they can cry openly...but what about us?
is not that we cant but is just that we choose not to..instead we choose to cry in a corner and dun let anyone know that we are crying.
So what for moving on with the past still living inside your heart?
