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Friday, March 9, 2012 @ 11:11 AM
I am so disappointed that ppl dun undertsand me even though we are friends for few years! While,maybe its just my fault. Its my fault to have so much confident in them. Or maybe i am just expecting too much from them. I should have expect the minimum from people now on,i guess! Coz no use when you expect so much but none of them knows it! They only know it when you really tell them how you feel. I realise no one actually know what i am thinking/whats is wrong wif me. Thats you guys will think i m a hot tempered person. But actually,i chose not to tell you guys what i am going thru! Everytime you will see me with a smile! While,i am nt that strong or happy that you guys knw. Though i joke around,laughing like hell but I chose to hide my sadness bcoz i have too much problems to share till i scared you guys will think its too much to handle! A smile doesnt mean i am really happy. Is nt the first time i know about it. If 1st time,i will choose not to care. but its like 3rd/4th time already! It hurts when i know! I don't say anything doesn't mean i don't know anything! I know everything! You guys keep doing over and over agn! Does you all care how i feel? I bet you don't! You guys can happily enjoy the planning while left me alone. When we mit up,i dun even understand what you all talking. You knw how leftout i am?