Wednesday, April 4, 2012 @ 7:55 PM
TO: LIM HUI LUAN!
U break my heart again.
I swear today bad mood is not because of your babi. I can swear! Is not that i do not want to say out what happen but rather is that i dun feel like saying it out at that time. Maybe you think that i am giving you attitude and think that why i haven change. But i want to let u know that i am not angry because of nothing. Of coz i get angry with some reasons. If i you really think that i still didnt change but still giving you that attitude then what i can do is to explain to you here.
You really breaks my heart when i saw this: Nobody appreciates it.
I do appreciate it just that didn't show out! I appreciate it in heart and keep remind myself to update you what happen. But when i read that tweet,my tears roll down immediately for 1hr 15mins.
I know i do get angry by a small stuff at times,but idk why I just get angry. This time,is another misunderstanding. Once again,you break my heart and i feel disappointed.
FAKENESS
I really hate fake-ness!!! Esp, from people who want to boot-licking other people from higher rank! I tried to ignore but i cant! I simply just cant take it and thats y it cause the irritating in my heart! When all the irritating-ness comes,i will pekcek! and hence,start my temper around! While,i know this is my fault. But i really don't know why i am like that. I realise i can't control myself!
So,i can swear one thing!
Is nt that i am working with your babi and caused my unhappiness. Is the environment that cause me to be like this. I am fine working with your babi by keeping quiet and do my own stuff. But what i cant tolerate is the environment. I knw you might be saying,haiya they are like that de ma.....so what for get angry? yes! what for i get angry. The reason is because i tolerate enough and every little accumulate of anger will become huge huge anger! Thats the reason why! But i really hope that you will understand and don't think that i am not happy to work or don't like to work with your babi. Because its not about her. In fact,i pity her at times that she gotta c all different kinds of workers' face. All the actings! Thats why,when she work,i tend to be much more quiet is not because of i am in a bad mood or unhappy to work with her but is just that i don't wish to talk to her that much but i will still work and do what she asked me to do. I will still willing to cooperate with her.
Lastly, I am sorry.
FROM : TAN YI LING
Invested : 1hour 15min of tears.
